doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
What's wrong love?
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converse_girl17 · 1 decade ago
Nothing really c: how are you?
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
Haha ok... Im good how are you?
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converse_girl17 · 1 decade ago
Kinda crappy...
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
So something is wrong.... What's wrong?
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converse_girl17 · 1 decade ago
Look below c: I cannot type all that again...
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
Ok. I'm glad you're trying to stay clean first of all. Secondly, you can keep listening toyour friends. Don't stop, it's good. Just you gotta have someone o talk to(I'm always here for you) because it'll get to you. Also eating is good for you.. The good skinny come from exercise and healthy food... Not starvation. Pretending is bad so keep it real... Even if you don't show everything. And aboutvthe hate. Negative energy is bad. It wastes time and just adds negativity to your life. It will affect everything you do negatively because it will just make things miserable. Try to look for anything that isn't bad in life to strt with fixing that. Once you've found the OK in life, look for the good. Then the great. Then the amazing. By then you'll have a positive outlook on life
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converse_girl17 · 1 decade ago
Thank you c: this means a lot.. And I am positive!! Well.. Most of the time.. Ok, in front of other people.. I am always thinking brightly about others but not myself... And I know it needs to be both. But I am not a peppy person... At all really...
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
Makes sense. You don't have to be peppy. Just look for the good in EVERYTHING more than the bad... And everyone tends to do that but it's just puttin yourself down and reducing your self-esteem
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converse_girl17 · 1 decade ago
Yeah... I know c: thank you:)
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
Anytime <3
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converse_girl17 · 1 decade ago

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WantingTheEnd · 1 decade ago
What's up?
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converse_girl17 · 1 decade ago
I'm just so crazy, and I have no life :)
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converse_girl17 · 1 decade ago
How have u been?
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WantingTheEnd · 1 decade ago
Hmm, if you're you're sure. I was born with ears to listen to your problems you know. I'm...i've been better.
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converse_girl17 · 1 decade ago
Well im doing better, I'm trying to stay clean.. I scratch occasionally. And I'm kind of anorexic... My friends all tell me everything, I've counted how many tell me everything and it's over like 20 and I can't forget anything but I don't want them to stop talking to me or to quit tellin me stuff... I hate my body and myself for what I do to myself. I am in love with my best guy friend... And I can't tell anybody and I hate people and I hate how I can't change it and I hate... I hate how I pretend to be okay. And I just want to die sometimes... I don't know what to do... And what's up? What's wrong??
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WantingTheEnd · 1 decade ago
Aaweh sweetie :'( It's good that you're trying to stay clean, i believe in you, i know you can beat it. I know how you feel about the whole friends thing, you need to seperate yourself from them a little bit, not too much, just a little, make time for yourself. You need to talk to someone that's a pro honey, you shouldn't hate your body, you should love yourself. I know it's hard, i know it seems impossible, but theres someone out there that can help you a lot. You don't have to pretend to be okay, it's fine not to be okay. Please talk to someone. I want you to be happy.
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converse_girl17 · 1 decade ago
c: thanks for listening
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