One of the scariest feelings in
life is when you realize you aren't afraid to die. You
don't look when you cross the road anymore. When you take
pills you take however many come out. You're not afraid
when you hear those creepy creaking noises in your house
anymore, because you hope they'll get you. You seek out
dangerous things, because you want to die. You stop caring
about yourself, totally and completely. Nothing about you
matters anymore, and at some point you look at yourself and
become scared of yourself. Because you're a monster, one
who only hurts itself. And that's
scary.