I understand now.
I understand why "we" never turned into anything.
You like shy insecure girls that are really mellow and down to earth, but thats not me.
I like to have fun, I love to be the life of the party, I like to make an idiot out of myself all the time.
Thats just who I am.
My gramma always told me "never change who you are to please someone else"
and I'm not going to let you change me.
I'm going to be me, with no fear of you not liking me because of it.
I've found someone who makes me feel like me again, and I love it.
He makes me feel so alive and so happy and so crazy!
Does he like me?
I don't know, and I don't care.
Just having someone like that is good enough for me.
I hope that soon I can introduce you to the REAL me.
The me that you took away from me.
The me that knows how to have a good time(;