i never knew this was what id go through
i always thought life was gonna be easy
guess i was pretty wrong
and i guess at least no one can blame me for this
because this is not me
this is who ive become
because of you...
at least now ive got nothing to lose
and i cant fight back the pain because its already won
but my heart keeps beating on
through the pain
through the disaster
through the mess
that is me...