I must be messed up and crazy
Really,I mean I try to help my friends stop cutting
and get them to reconsider their suicide ideas
But really I'm worse than them
I tell them all the things that I wish I was told
I say so many things:
You're worth it and we all love you,
It will get better,
You're going to do something great in your future
And so many more
But if I was told thse things I wouldn't beleive myself
I'm the same as them, suicidal and a cutter
but yet I don't want them to be
And I try to stop them
When in all reality
I need their help too
And I should stop, should take my own advice
Wouldn't that be nice
But I just can't though I wish them to
I'm almost a hipocrite
