Rest In Paradise, James. Fly high & never forget us.
hey james, its been hell not having you here. seriously, it gets harder and harder each day, knowing that my best friend isnt there to help me through the daily bs. i love you soooo much. i know you're in a better place now, but i just wish you were still here. the day i found out you were gone, i didnt wanna believe it, so i didnt allow myself to. but then you never came back, and then reality sunk in. you'll always have a special place in my heart james. always. i just really want you back. soooooo badly. i wanna be able to talk to you, laugh with you and enjoy the amazing times together over and over again. Ally said its my fault you're dead. but in reality, i wouldve died if it meant saving your life. i wouldve done ANYTHING to stop you, to save you. but i had no idea. and i really wish i couldve stopped you. i love you james, with all of my beating heart. i'll be up there with you someday, i promise. keep watching over us JamieBear. Love always, Your AllieKins