feeling like you have no friends. 

always having to be the one to speak up. 

missing when people came to you. 

being the only one in your group not invited to that party. 

wondering why you are always edged out. 
 

i miss being included. 

i miss having real friends that i know i can turn to. 

no matter what. 
 

and all of this. 

is making me feel like sh*t. 

all of the time. 

making me hate everything and everyone.