Please don't skip that
quote just because you see how long it is because maybe in future
you will have the same situation like me and you won't know
what to do you will remind your self of that quote(letter) and
you will know what to do :)
I think you forgot to give
me something back...The feeling that you took
when you walked in my life and then you walked out, dumping it on
the floor.That feeling is gonna be really useful now.It will help
me stand up against mistakes a bit like you. I would really want
to come back in time when you asked me out and I would say
''Why actualy it's got to be you'' but I HAD
TO choose the word yes, but now I feel like yes should be out of
the question for you and only for you. If I knew then how much
will you damage my heart before you show me you''re such
a freak I would just choose any boy that really would be
respectful to me and my feelings.Do you even beleive you have
wasted 4 months of my life before I got up? (counting the 2
months I was down)Because of you My life is never gonna get a
proper sense just because you broke my heart and I wasted 2
months with you instead of being with someone that I really
like,It's I didin't wanna judge you because of you're
outside but what you got inside but u made me,so this time really
think what you are doing before even asking the one out :P
because if you ever read that whole writing actually
understanding what you did,you might finally say sorry but I
would give anything for that moment to ever happen that I know
you will be probably finding about this soon because I had to
share my feelings out that were hiding in my heart because you
made me so despreate about anything but my feelings fly out when
I WRITE THEM on Witty Profiles, so what? I wasn't
sharing them with you because of course I was scared you would
think I'm taking everything too serious for my age, but
actualy think when you did it??? do your maths :P So that's
how long it took me to really think about some things (one
year).Really if I went out with someone else then I would not
know all the things from the lessons when you broke up,so I think
I quite need to say thank you but also you need to say sorry for
breaking my life...If ever a time machine will be inveted and
even if it was worth million I would still spend my time saving
money, because that would be only time I could really get a
chance to change my life and start the moment again but it looks
like there is no way.So really when I walked in the classroom
when saying ''wow god, she is lovely I love her, I got to
go out with her'' did you mean you would love to be told
about in letter about my feelings?? Sometimes only I can
understand what you mean :P...So I feel disgusting for my self
when you sholuld but I don't only feel disgusted because I
went out with you it's because when I went out I broke
someone elses heart too.And I decided to choose you! I was
completely on a diffirent path then you just grabbed me and made
me go with you, but please say you only noticed me by accident,
because when I think you have actually choosen me to be your
girlfreind and me to be dumped, I FEEL LIKE I'M GONNA
CRY.When I decided to come back everyone was already
desprate... That's all the mistakes
you made by just being such a freak and not counting that after
all that I noticed you are just looking for a random
girlfreind!!!!!I don't think a girl would never heard you
feelings (lol don't have any)but the way I feel can break
anything even the ice block that you had instead of your heart
from being a baby :P
By Natalia
xxx
