Please don't skip that quote just because you see how long it is because maybe in future you will have the same situation like me and you won't know what to do you will remind your self of that quote(letter) and you will know what to do :)
I think you forgot to give me something back...The feeling that you took when you walked in my life and then you walked out, dumping it on the floor.That feeling is gonna be really useful now.It will help me stand up against mistakes a bit like you. I would really want to come back in time when you asked me out and I would say ''Why actualy it's got to be you'' but I HAD TO choose the word yes, but now I feel like yes should be out of the question for you and only for you. If I knew then how much will you damage my heart before you show me you''re such a freak I would just choose any boy that really would be respectful to me and my feelings.Do you even beleive you have wasted 4 months of my life before I got up? (counting the 2 months I was down)Because of you My life is never gonna get a proper sense just because you broke my heart and I wasted 2 months with you instead of being with someone that I really like,It's I didin't wanna judge you because of you're outside but what you got inside but u made me,so this time really think what you are doing before even asking the one out :P because if you ever read that whole writing actually understanding what you did,you might finally say sorry but I would give anything for that moment to ever happen that I know you will be probably finding about this soon because I had to share my feelings out that were hiding in my heart because you made me so despreate about anything but my feelings fly out when I WRITE THEM on Witty Profiles, so what? I wasn't sharing them with you because of course I was scared you would think I'm taking everything too serious for my age, but actualy think when you did it??? do your maths :P So that's how long it took me to really think about some things (one year).Really if I went out with someone else then I would not know all the things from the lessons when you broke up,so I think I quite need to say thank you but also you need to say sorry for breaking my life...If ever a time machine will be inveted and even if it was worth million I would still spend my time saving money, because that would be only time I could really get a chance to change my life and start the moment again but it looks like there is no way.So really when I walked in the classroom when saying ''wow god, she is lovely I love her, I got to go out with her'' did you mean you would love to be told about in letter about my feelings?? Sometimes only I can understand what you mean :P...So I feel disgusting for my self when you sholuld but I don't only feel disgusted because I went out with you it's because when I went out I broke someone elses heart too.And I decided to choose you! I was completely on a diffirent path then you just grabbed me and made me go with you, but please say you only noticed me by accident, because when I think you have actually choosen me to be your girlfreind and me to be dumped, I FEEL LIKE I'M GONNA CRY.When I decided to come back everyone was already desprate... That's all the mistakes you made by just being such a freak and not counting that after all that I noticed you are just looking for a random girlfreind!!!!!I don't think a girl would never heard you feelings (lol don't have any)but the way I feel can break anything even the ice block that you had instead of your heart from being a baby :P
By Natalia xxx
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