Thank you for all you've ever done for me. I won't forget it. I loved you, but You just didn't believe it. I care for you but you don't see it. I've been with you for two f*cking years and yet I love you, yet you don't wanna believe it. I am the one to blame. I wasn't ever good enough. I wasn't there. I didn't help you. I'm screwed up. As much As i cared for you, I never showed it. As much as I love you, I never showed that. You have always been there to hear me out. You always understood my problems....Truth Is, I'm not good enough. I never have been. I've always cried. I've always cut even when I said I didn't. I've lied about a couple of things. I admit that I did cheat on you, yes. But I missed being with you. That's why. I never loved him, like I loved you Robert. It's time for me to die. I never satisfied your life...even when you did for mine. You were always there. Remember how much I love you. Never forget it. You can live, people will miss you. They won't miss me. I love you so much, Robert. You are perfect. You are amazing. My husband <3 I love you. </3