today i saw him. i saw a scratch on his arm. i asked him what it was. he said it was nothing. i later found out that he was attempting to cut himself. he told me he did it that morning. while he was on the phone with me. i dont know why he did it though. is he not happy with me? am i not good enough? so many questions run through my mind. he promised he wouldnt do it again... i hope this time he doesnt break his promise...