It's my fault.
If I were never born
you could have left him.
You wouldn't have gotten that surgery
to please him.
You wouldn't have had to suffer
from his abuse and neglect.
You could be happy
with someone else.
Have happy children.
Not me.
If I were never born,
you could be proud.
Of yourself.
Of your other children you'd have.
Of you're life.
I've ruined everything..
I'm sorry I ruined everything, Mom.