those sleepless nights when all you want to do is
fade away and leave everyone because it would just be easier on
everyone. but you cant. so you end up staring at the wall until its
time to get up and act like you got a full nights rest and nothings
bothering you, even though you havent seen the one person that can
make you smile and take the pain away, your mother has you making
desicions that are to life changing to handle at this point and all
you want to do is hide in under your sheets in a dark room and
never come out, but you cant because thats all youve been doing for
the past forever. you want to cut but dont have the energy and your
so deep in a hole that even music doesnt really help. theres a knot
in your trought all the time, a pain in your stomach. when people
ask you whats wrong you cant help but break down and cry. your
friends have given up trying to help and your family wants nothing
to do with you because "your doing this for attention",
and all you want to do is fade away, and it phyiscally hurts that
you cant. i honestly dont care about the layout, font, or spelling
if you really cant read a word angain dont care. im not trying to
be mean but honestly get over it. side note we need the
"VENT" option back.
those sleepless nights when all you want to do is fade away and
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Nov 30, 2012 12:26am
