ChattyCathy · 1 decade ago
Yeah it's fine c: and if you can make it through 1 day, you can make it through the rest of your life without it <3
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ChattyCathy · 1 decade ago
I take five aspirin all the time to fall asleep!! At least you haven't cut today right? (:
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rooftops* · 1 decade ago
Nope. I don't have much to with. & I just am kinda like, trying not too. It's hard though. :c & alright, i ddin't know if it was like bad or not c:
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ChattyCathy · 1 decade ago
You can do this, you can beta this addiction<3
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rooftops* · 1 decade ago
I'm trying.. I trashed my razors last night. Flushed them all. It was so extremly hard. :( but.. then I took like 5 asprin, so I could pass out and sleep. So I don't think that's progress. .__.
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ArishmaOwnsYa · 1 decade ago
dont cut yourself plz!!!! youre beautiful and no one can change that! <3
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IEatPieAllDayandNight · 1 decade ago
if you stopped for 8 months, you can stop forever. i'm currently trying to recover also and i know we can do this together just keep on swimming ~


aw im so cute using lines from finding nemo
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rooftops* · 1 decade ago
aww, that 'aw im so cute using lines from finding nemo' made me giggle. xD & I'm trying, <3
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IEatPieAllDayandNight · 1 decade ago
i know we can do it <3 i haven't cut since the 13th and i know if i can go on without relapsing you can too <3
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rooftops* · 1 decade ago
okay.. i'll try. when you say this, it makes me feel less alone.. <3
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IEatPieAllDayandNight · 1 decade ago
youre not alone at all <3 many people are struggling just like you and were all here to help you get through this okay <3
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rooftops* · 1 decade ago
alright.. <3
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IEatPieAllDayandNight · 1 decade ago
i just wrote a very inspiring quote wooohooo go read it ~ ;p
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rooftops* · 1 decade ago
alrighty :)
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ThisIzSummer* · 1 decade ago
I know I'm seeing this late but please try to stop. You are a crazy inspiration to me. I don't personally know you but I would be heartbroken to know your no longer on Earth. There are other ways to release the pain. Maybe (since you love writing) you could write stories when you feel like cutting. I've never cut before but there was a time when I thought about it and a time when I was close to. But the one thing I loved the most saved my life b/c I knew if I started cutting, I would never stop. Now, when I have those thoughts, I dance to inspirational songs. Just please don't give up on yourself because we will never give up on you. <3
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rooftops* · 1 decade ago
I'm a crazy inspiration to you? aww.. c: <3 and thats a good idea.. i might try that actually. thanks <3 that really helped.
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ThisIzSummer* · 1 decade ago
Yes you are!! I write stories and your stories inspire me to keep trying. Your welcome <3 :) I really hope it works
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rooftops* · 1 decade ago
awwww. :') you're amazing! & i hope so too!
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ThisIzSummer* · 1 decade ago
I think I should tell you about myself since we had similar problems.... People at my school used to be really mean, my family was a mess, and I was very depressed. Like I told you, I thought about cutting but didn't. I actually did something else. I used to burn myself on a heater. I no longer do that, like you know I dance..... I just thought I should tell you so you know your not alone. <3
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rooftops* · 1 decade ago
thank you.. <3 you're so sweet, and amaizng <3
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ChattyCathy · 1 decade ago
I mean it. Try it. I know people lie about this stuff. Don't lie. I know I don't know you but I care about you. I don't want you dying.
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rooftops* · 1 decade ago
Thank you.. I'm trying <3 it's just hard..
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ChattyCathy · 1 decade ago
Dude, find the strength inside of you to stop cutting for just a minute. Try just a minute. Then keep increasing the time in between. I know you can stop. I believe in you. We all do.
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rooftops* · 1 decade ago
Thank you <3
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ChattyCathy · 1 decade ago
Listen to me, I felt the same way for a long time. I was bullied physically, verbally, and mentally and I felt like dying. I cut for two years. One night I was about to give it all up because I felt my life was not worth living. I don't care that I don't know you and probably will never know you in person. I know from experience. It gets better. Im not a counselor, and I know you probably won't listen but things do get better. I would throw away whatever your using. Burn them, anything to get rid of them or it. Just sleep. Dn't worry about any bullshit and just sleep. I slept for two days and when I got up I still felt horrible about myself but I felt a little less horrible. I'm sorry if this advice sucks but just try it. (: I will always be here for you if you need
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rooftops* · 1 decade ago
thanks but i'm afraid that won't work.. i'll use anything i can. i'll use a freaking pencil if nescarry. & i can't sleep, my mind won't let me..
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Screamo_Lover · 1 decade ago
Please stop. I know I don't know what's going on but if you ever need someone to talk to you can always talk to me. And I know that a lot of people say that but I mean it. Even though we don't know each other just please stop for me. And for everyone else. I a
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rooftops* · 1 decade ago
I really wish I could..
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Screamo_Lover · 1 decade ago
I know it's hard but you can, you just need to try and set the goal and talk to me or anyone else if you're thinking about it
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rooftops* · 1 decade ago
I tried.. I went 8 months without doing it. About a week ago I relapsed. Now, I just can't stop.. I don't know what to do. I.. I can't.
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Screamo_Lover · 1 decade ago
What made you restart (if you don't wanna say I understand) but if it keeps going you can always try the hotline
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rooftops* · 1 decade ago
My mom. The biggest controlive ever. Completly flipped out and called me all this stuff, kicked me out. I couldn't take it, I told my dad what happened and he did nothing. I couldn't tell anybody else because she would get in trouble, the cops would get called, all that jaaz. So I couldn't tell anyone. I was completely alone. So i turned to the one thing I knew would make me feel better. On top of all that I found out this guy I'm crazy for, sent pictures.. to my best friend. And she sent pictures to him. Then the usualy stuff at school, I just.. couldn't handle it.
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Screamo_Lover · 1 decade ago
I know the feeling with the name calling and that I had to deal with that from my real mom my old step mom and now my dads engaged and I'm afraid that its just gonna be a repeat and I've tried telling my friends when things like that would happen and they didnt do anything about it I deal with bullies at school to and then come home and my brother does the same thing that the bullies do and I've had a lot of my friends turn on me too so we can relate in a way with that and my friend got kicked out of her house so she won't to stay with a friend so you could always do that and if they ask what happened just say you needed a break from home and you can always talk to me or anyone else or like I said even the hotline but I just don't want you to keep going down this road. S please just try and find a plan and make it a goal to stop
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rooftops* · 1 decade ago
Well right now, I'm at my house. But I literally can't deal with it here. I'm trying to move in with my aunt in Maryland, but she's like.. iffy. & I don't have a friend I can trust with that. I have knowhere to go and I'm alone with this. I mean.. I don't have anybody to stop me. & That's what I'm scared of, that one day. I'll just end it. I'm scared.. I'm scared of myself. I can't take any of it anymore. And maybe if I do end it it will all feel better. cause I don't see the point in staying here. I know you want me to stop, but I don't think i can. I don't think I can even keep breathing.
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Screamo_Lover · 1 decade ago
You can stop this and you can keep breathing you just need to talk to your aunt and convince her into letting you move with her and please don't say you can't keep breathing and I know that you feel as though everything will feel better but things will only get worse before they get better you're not alone with this and I know that what you're scared of but if that's what you really are scared of try and tell your aunt you need to get away or things will get bad, call the hotline and if I was there I would stop you and I would be by your side threw all of this it may not seem like it right now but there are more people out there that care then you may realize...but you have me, other wittians, the hotline, or even a counselor to talk to, and all the people that I just named and your friends (even if you can't really trust them) and your parents even if it doesn't seem like they care they do
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rooftops* · 1 decade ago
I wish it was that easy.. But i cant. I really just cant anymore. Everyones says it will get better, but it wont..
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