Jealousy is quite
possibly the worst emotion. It lodges itself into
your mind, and at first it's just a niggly feeling, a
'bad feeling'.
Slowly, paranoia comes in, and makes you sit wondering what
happens when you're not there to see it. Worst case
scenarious
flash through your mind, and everytime you think about it,
your stomach drops and your throat hurts. It starts to tear you
up
and bring you to the verge of tears. It scrabbles away at your
brain, you
eyes, your throat. It destroys you so much, it makes you lash out
at
people, because you want the world to feel exactly how you do.
You want
the world to feel your pain, but you don't want to reach out
to anyone
because you feel so weak, so helpless and vulnerable. Jealousy
will rip
you up, destroy you. And the worst thing is that it's
bottled up, sealed away, eating at you until you slowly
crumble.
