I've
decided.
I've decided to accept the fact
that I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life.
I've decided I will
depend on no
one but
myself.
Not
because people always end
up disappointing me,
But because
I
always end up
disappointing them.
I'm
the reason.
I'm the
problem.
Everyone's life would
be better without me, no doubt.
No, I'm not going to kill myself,
or even try.
I've just decided
to stop letting people down.
I've decided to
stop trying.
I'll go through life,
just wondering when things will get better, and
that's
okay.
As long as everyone else is
happy.