I'm tired.
I'm tired of being the ugly friend, the
fat
friend. I'm tired of being scared. Scared to
be
alone with myself because I'm scared of what I'll
do. I'm tired of not being able to look in the
mirror because I am absolutley disguisted with
my appearance. I'm tired of being alone. I'm
tired of pushing all my feelings deep down
because I know nobody will understand. I'm
tired of pretending I'm happy, but completley
breaking down when I'm alone. I know nothing
will ever change because I'm too timid to even
try to change it. I'm tired of always being the
first one to start the conversation even simply
with my best friend. I'm tired of everything. I'm
tired of life and the mistakes I've made. I'm
tired.
Just,
tired.
