I never through I would feel this stressed out.
Never thought I would feel tired and exhausted every day.
Never thought I would want to cry over a grade, or over a
tiny little. Never though I would want to just stop talking,
out of fear of regretting what I said. Never thought
I would want and miss him this much. Never thought I 
would be scared about what people think about me. Never
thought I would just want to cry my eyes out. Never thought I
would want someone to talk to, but not want to talk to anybody.
I never though I would feel like this. Ever. It's nothing like other
people are going, through. Not at all. I don't cut. I don't want
to kill myself. I'm not abused, never have been. I have a family
and friends that love me. I know that. And I know that I'm probably
selfish and stupid for feeling like this, when I have such an
amazing life. But I do.