I wish I wasn't so scared or being rejected by my crush. He is just so perfect in every way, so why would he want the socially awkward girl like me. And I know he likes someone else. But my friends want me to tell him, but I'm so scared of doing it. I wish i could go up to him and say "I like you a lot. I want to be your girlfriend. And I think you are perfect in every way possible." Why so I have to be so damn scared? I don't want to make things awkward between us if he doesn't feel the same way. I see him on a daily basis. And I can't compete with the other girls at my school. He could have anyone. And I'm beat out by looks by just about all the popular girls I can think of. And he could have them all. He is just the perfect kind of guy that I want to spend all of my time with. The guy who I try to make conversations with every day on the bus. The guy who I think about all day. The guy who I dream about all night. The guy I can't have.