Click on my profile.

See that girl right there in the corner with the blue eyes and brown hair? That girl used to be so confident. She used to be able to just walk up and talk to people that she’s never met before. She used to tell everyone how she felt. She used to pour her heart out to the guys she liked. She used to be able to wear whatever she wanted and not cared about looking good. She used to not care about what people thought about her. She used to be loud. She used to be outgoing. Now she’s reserved. Now she has the confidence of a fly. Now she has to escape her life every day by blasting sad music. Now she finds it hard to talk to anyone but her 4 close friends. Now she can’t even say ‘hi’ to her crush. Now she worries about her weight and how she looks. Now she falls asleep to the horrible words that haunt her mind. Fat. Ugly. Worthless.Their voices echo in her mind until she falls asleep. Now she dreams of the day a guy will finally call her beautiful. That girl is me. And to be honest, I wish I could change everything about myself. Don’t let the smile fool you…


saw on tumblr.