SECRET #158
I had the razor on my skin again today. It was the first time in a week or two. I pulled it away, just like I have every time since seventh grade. I remembered what it felt like, how it relived all the stress and pressure.  But I always find a reason to pull away, and lately the only reason to is because I know I have to be strong for everyone else. But I know eventually that's going to become my reason to start again.