.i think this has been the hardest time of omy life. i honestly can't take this anymore. if you can try to watch me. you'll notice something. im tired of living like this. i want to know whats gonna happen next.  i my fuked up my life. now im ready to close my eyes forever. god i give up. im sorry mn, just hope for the best. you can make it through life without me :'( i just think im the next one </3 :'( im not asking for anything from you. i jusy want to let you know....i might just be the next one.i have nothing, no one is worth talking to. nothing is gonna fix me, mn. lyfe. im sorry </3