I guess when you realize that what you have is so good, you
blink, and it's gone.
& when you've done so much damage, you can't fix it, or get
it back. It kills you
to see what you've done. But it's over and done with, and the
past is unchangeable.
People make mistakes though, and once you've made them, there's
no going back.
change it up, do
whatever, have fun :]