SORRY MAJOR VENT. I JUST CANT DEAL WITH THIS ALL ON MY OWN.
& even tho your leaving me for your ex.
who told you she wanted you back after 7 months of not talking to you.
out of no where. right when we started this new relationship.
i want you to be happy. I want you to smile everyday.
I know how much you loved her.
I just never want to lose what we had before we became us.
You were my bestfriend, and even tho it was only 5 months of knowing you.
They were the best five months.
I don't know who else would understand how two penguins are ruling the world
thats me and you, except now its just you ruling the world.
Because you deserve the world and nothing less.
I'll miss everything we had. I'll miss seeing you as much as i did.
The thing that scares me the most is i know who she is. even tho we've never met.
i've seen it too many times. she wants you back because you moved on. 
you said it yourself shes the jelous type.
but you dont see it coming at all. because you were in love and never fell out of it.
The thing that i'm afraid of, is seeing you go through all the pain she put you through before.
you dont deserve it. you never did. and i wish i could change things. but  i'll be okay.
you go be happy. and you go live your life. go be as wonderful as you are. you deserve to be in love.