I
don't know what to do...
Do I listen to my head and let it all go.. forget about all the
little things that meant the
world to me? Do I forget all the times he'd stay up all night
talking to me, because he knew I was upset and couldn't
sleep? Do I forget how he spent 2 hours coming up with corny
jokes at 3 in the morning.. just to make me laugh. Do I forget
all the sweet things he'd do/say to me? Do I forget that
everyone could see what was between us, excpet him?
Do I listen to my head and let go because I'm in a different
state now, because he's not allowed to date till he's 16,
because I've never been big into dating, because he won't
admit to what's between us?
Or do I listen to my heart and hold on, because he's my
bestfriend.. and distance hasn't changed that, because
he's one of the few i'm still close with and because
actions speak louder than words?
What do I do? </3
