I get bullied. Everyday.
Yeah, im known as one of the more popular kids in our grade and i
have the boyfriend that every girl wants, but popularity status
just makes it worse. I know a lot of people out there that say they
would much rather be popular and have a lot of "friends"
but honestly i would much rather be nobody in society. Girls non
stop call me sluut, whoree, skannk, biitch, etc. Im sure you all
know about Spillits on facebook. Where annonymous users can write
whatever they want about you. Yeah, well my ex has one and people
have gone as far as "Maggies and ugly fuucking cuunt that
needs to go fuucking die" I have thoughts of suicide.
Sometimes i wonder who would even care if i died. Today in social
studies my best friends twin brother and my ex boyfriend were
saying things. Her brother told me that i lie alot especially on
facebook when i say i hate drama. He said, if you hate drama so
much then why start so much, sorry i have been holding that in a
long time. My exboyfriend and one of my best friends did absolutely
nothing about it. My exboyfriend then joined in saying i was a
bitchh and a sluut and my "bestfriend" just sat there and
laughed. They continued taunting me as i just stood there on the
verge of crying. I held back so many tears. My bestfriends brother
told me that my hips were as wide as a cliff. He thinks im mad at
him for just that. He thinks im only kidding. People bully me
everyday. Honestly, i dont see the point of living anymore. They
call me a "wimp" because i "cant take a joke"
but seriously if your just joking whats the point of saying it at
all? im just done, with everything. The only thing holding me back
from killing myself is my boyfriend, friends, and family. I cant do
that to them. Words really do hurt. Please, just think before you
speak.
Thanks for reading, just needed to vent. You're beautiful xox ~
Maggie ;*
I get bullied. Everyday. Yeah, im known as one of the more popular
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ilovetylerposey · 1 decade ago
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i am so so so sorry for you. i feel what your going through. it wont go away. just please dont harm yourself. it gets to addicting. it is one of my worst regrets. make come backs do anything that will make you feel better just please, for me, do not harm kill yourself. and you are the beautiful one. :)