i look
forward to every morning
just to
see you walk from your house
to under
the poorly built gazebo that is our bus stop
and even
though it's dark outside
i know
that it's you
and when
we hop onto the bus and take our seats
i find
myself staring at you
and i
curse silently at myself
( "idiot idiot idiot"
)
and on
the way to school i try to pick out things i hate about
you
but
that's the hardest part
and also
the most confusing
because
i barely know your name
and i
barely know a thing about you
but
i'm already loving you
and
i hate it
at least
i found one thing i hate about you
