I'm so tired of thinking that I can trust someone when really I know I'm wrong,
I'm sick of falling out of people and they constantly talk about you. 
I'm sick of getting hurt.
I'm sick of trying to keep my head downbut people notice you more.
I'm so tired of trying to show the real me.
I'm scared that one day in a lesson, I'm going to burst into tears and everyone stares at me and wonders why am I doing this.
I'm scared of becoming someone I said I'd never be.
I'm terrified of what I might do to myself.
I'm scared of the things that might happen to me.
I'm scared of life.
I'm scared of myself..