so here goes:
im in love with this guy whos a year younger than me. i told him everything..about how i cut, have an eating dissorder and have depression. hes the only one who stuck by me. all my bestfriends that i told about me liking him said im an idiot and stupid for liking him cause i dont have a chance with him. i just wish someone could understand what im going though, it just hurts so much. i dont talk to him much except for through facebook because i feel like if i talk to him in person he will realize im not worth anything or worth his time and im afraid. i realize im stupid for liking him and everything i just dont know what to do..it hurts so badly knowing im never going to get him but i still cant stop myself from liking him. all my friends pitied me when i told them about my secrets and how they felt bad for me and lectured me about how i should stop. but when i told him..he just told me it would be okay and that he is here for me. it may be small words but it made me feel alot better compared to people pitying me. if you have any advice or are going through the same thing comment below and i will give you my username.