I MADE A MISTAKE!!!!!!!!
Look mum I know I messed up bad.
I know that it's going to be hard for you to trust me again seing as though you didn't know what was happeing. But you really don't want to know why I did what I did. I tried to make up the best excuse for why I did what I did and to be honest I didn't even believe it.
But after a while you had to accept it because I wouldn't tell you any other reason. And I am glad you did so we can move on, you can move on. But i still have the real reason for why I did what I did.
What would you do if I told you that I got so Blindly drunk because of you!!!
That I drunk to the point of passing out for 4 hours because I have had enough of you.
you tell me all the time that I am a disappointment and do finally I am just living up to my expectations.
What would you do mum,
if I said that I did everything I did because of you???