Johny R.-
Often. I find myself depressed. You can
nag about all the wondrous things of life and everything I should
be glad for. But it’s just that overwhelming feeling that
takes you to new lows and old places. For all that I’m worth,
I wonder. Just tend to have these horrid thoughts in mind and
everything else that follows. Nobody will know how I feel. I could
give you detailed outlines of what goes on in my mind but that wont
even scratch the surface. And knowing that someone has it worse, we
are two bodies contrasting. What you feel might be different from
what someone else has experienced. So in short, you can never put
your finger on someone’s history and the things they’ve
been through. The pain might leave the body, but can still poison
the mind. And mentally, someone can be just as dead compared to
someone without having a pulse. Living with this condition or
whatever you want to call it can really break someone down. To know
that there are people on this planet that are living their life
feeling like this. There’s no amount of words or things to be
done that can be called a cure or solution. And so I ask myself if
I’m living to die or dying to live
Johny R.- Often. I find myself depressed. You can nag about all
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Sep 16, 2012 11:38am
