A Song By Me in Honor of Those Who Have Died At Their Own Hands

 

it is a needy song i'm singing
this is my desperation
it is a cry of love that's ringing
my heart needs relocation

this is becoming
just too much to take
this is my life now
i'm a wreck i'm a mistake

as soon as i'm gone
no one's going to cry
there won't be a funeral
because who would say goodbye

who would care about the girl
who screamed and bled
who would love
that girl's damn messed-up head

because when your alone
can't sleep at night
you've got no one
to hold you tight

you can fall
you can just stop trying
you can want it all to end
you can think about just dying

and you can let go
of all you problems
say goodbye and
meet a new tomorrow

kiss the world goodbye
if you're brave to do it
welcome in the darkness
if you think you can go through it

because what have you got to live for
your just going through the motions
ignoring everything
crying enough teardrops for an ocean

 you've stepped over your boundaries
standing on a ledge
wondering what might happen
if you just jumped over the edge

every night
until you sleep you're screaming
you cry because
you can tell you're still breathing

let go
fall in
it's a dark life
let it begin.