I havent been 100% honest with you.
I dont want to move on, I dont want either of us to move on.
I just want to be with you.
I know you need your space, and I respect that.
But Im scared. Im scared that if I give you too much space I'll lose you.
I want you to know how much I love you..
Honestly?
I've felt so unwanted for a while now.
I feel so, ugh, whats the word..Just, replaceable.
I've been too proud to tell you that I would honestly do ANYTHING to keep you around.
Anything.
I love you...
You dont want to be with me though..
Thinking about that is kinda hard.
I thought we were gonna try for eachother..
You seem so eager to just give up.
I feel so pathetic. 
This is actually the first time since 7th grade that the guy I likes doesnt wanna be with me..
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Just, pretend I never posted this. 
I just needed to be honest.