i just saw an
update from his profile page on facebook.
i miss his laugh
and all the ways he used to make me laugh.. he was my best
guy friend and he probably didnt even know it. i wish i
could just hang out with him and laugh one more time. he
likes this other girl and ive seen her before. shes
prettier than me. i knew he wouldnt like me but seeing how he talks
to her kills me from the inside out. he called her
his best friend. i died. i cant stand this anymore, i want to tell
him how i feel so badly. but i know that he'll tell his friends
or his friends would find out someway, somehow.. so i bottle up my
feelings and cry. why do i cry over him? he was
never mine and hes never going to be. hes perfect and thats why. i
miss him. he left my school and theres absolutely nothing
left of him. i found the pencil he lent me. i have a
f/cking pencil to remember the boy that made me laugh everyday for
a whole year? i cant express how much i miss his
smile.. he got his braces off, his smile was perfect
before. i miss him, hes changed. every girl swoons over him. hes
not the football player with dreamy eyes. hes the funny guy
in the middle who let me fall for him. and i cant take
this, he likes someone prettier than me, he isnt mine to laugh with
anymore. i miss him so much. i cant even write this, hes not near
me and i dont see his smile. i probably never will. ever
again.
i just saw an update from his profile page on facebook. i miss
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Aug 29, 2012 6:07pm
