i want the truth but i dont.
i want to stay innocent and ignorant but i want to know.
i want to fit in with crowd but i want to be my own person.
i want to know what i am to do.
i want someone i can trust.
actually trust.
the lies are driving me insane.
i don't know what to do.
i don't know who or what to believe anymore.
i am a mess.
an ugly directionless mess.
i am lost.
