my darkest
secret is...i used to drink at 12 and then i stopped when i was
13.
my best friend didnt know but her boyfriend did..we were probably
closer
friends than her and i were...i told him and he helped me thru it
and helped
me stop. i thought he was the best...then we had a fight and he
told him best
friend...he was the only one who knew about my drinking problem
for over 6
months...it was really really hard but i just kept saying to
myself "you dont
need it" and "do it for Jake, he doesnt want you
too" i eventually did stop...its
been a year and a month yesterday and im staying strong but its
just hard to
deal with the fact that i did that. its not me...and i wont do it
for awhile, thanks
for reading...♥
