Some people think it's the end of the world when they have guy problems. Wanna know what's really hard?
-Watching your best friend cry everytime your with her
-Losing one of my best guy friends
-Knowing 2 of my best friends nana's passed
-Knowing both of my parents are in horrible pain and have been for 2 years
-Going into highschool
-Sometimes just wanting to die
The hardest thing is:
Everyone knows you as the girl who is happy no matter what. The girl who doesn't have any emotions except happiness. The girl everyone comes to when they have problems knowing she will ignore her life problems for their's. Sometimes it's hard being the girl that's always smiling, sometimes, infact a lot of the time when i'm home i'm anything but that happy girl.