Today is his
birthday.
March
3, 2011 is when we broke up.
A few months away from 2 years ago.
People say "IF your still crying over a boy for three months
then your in love with him."
Some people might call me pathetic but I have gotten better..
He can message me and all i do is shake..
Today he messaged me telling me what he already knew;
That it was his birthday </3
I tried pretending I didn't know to save myself the pain.
I got in the shower and made more scars...
Honestly? There are some nights I cry myself to sleep because I
miss him.
You have no idea how much I miss him.
I know you guys are probably going to call me obsessed..
The only reason I am still around and alive is because few close
friends.
I should be dead now but I'm not..
I miss us and he doesn't seem to understand why..
Why I am like dying here still..
I was really in love with him and people told me I wasn't and
shunned me.
I was to young to be in love..
Tell me, am I?
Thanks for reading...
basketballchickkforeveer1 · 1 decade ago
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You in no way should be hurting yourself over this .. I will admit , I thought about it before , but I stopped myself . And I just cried. All day. Please don't kill yourself. I know , your thinking he's gonna cry and feel bad .. But it won't be just that .. He'll probably commit suicide to. I know how you feel . I broke down today . I couldn't carry breathe . But please stay strong for me . Please don't hurt youself. People care .