Dear Daddy,
I know you might not like the girl I've grown up to be,I
don't either. We don't really talk like we used to...do
we? Your "little princess" has turned into some sort
of monster. But I love you..even if the feeling isn't
mutual,I'll always love you because you made my childhood
really amazing.I know I'm your daughter and your
"supposed to love me" or whatever but honestly,I feel
like you could probably live without me in your life. I'm
crying while I'm writing this now because I know I've
screwed up..like,a lot. I cause most of the fights between youu
and mom...I don't mean to though. I'm sorry. Anyway
dad,I think your one of the strongest people I know.You hold
our family together;your the best daddy anyone could ever ask
for and I hope you know that. I'm sorry Ive let you
down&dissapointed you. Remember the way you used to hug me
when I cried? Well,I'd do anything for one of those hugs
right now...but you don't even want to look at me,let alone
hug me.We haven't talked in a few days..I guess your pretty
mad at me right now..I caused a fight between you&mom
again,somehow I always get dragged into the middle of it and it
ends up being my fault. Remember those times we used to go
fishing..or when you'd take me out for secret ice-cream and
we'd eat it down by the harbour...we haven't done that
in a while.A lot has changed dad,I don't like this. I
don't like this whole concept of growing up. You used to be
the person I talked to,but now your just like mom,you dont want
anything to do with me. Why does everything always change?
Im sorry that Im ranting now...I can hear you talking
about me downstairs,Im sorry im such a dissapointment to you
all. I'll just leave it at that then...I love you daddy and
Im sorry.
mq/nmf
i know
we're not supposed to vent or whatever but i just
needed to .
If you read that omg i love you.
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futuremetsstar · 1 decade ago
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thats so sad, and im sure ur dad loves you,he just might have trouble showing it