OK so i want to punch myself right now. I always seem to be messing up my friendships because im so nosy and get into everyones business.  I just dont want them to get hurt.  There have been to many people to come and go in my life because of me.  I had lost y best friend in 5th grade and we were best friends since pre-k and now im losing two of my best friends.  I just dont know y i cant keep my mouth shut.  maybe its because ive seen to much to let stuff happen.  i just want them to know i love them and im sorry and im a dousche but i cant.  i think its too late.  i just cant do it. im too messed up