When I first met you, I never thought we would have came this far. I think about you every second of the day. It kills me to know that I try my hardest to get you, and you don't care about it, or notice. I love you with every fiber in my being. You have made me want to die, you have made me cry, you have made me cut, because it kills me to see you love some other girl, when I give you all of my love. I fell for on December 30, 2011, at 11:30 P.M., and I have never felt this way about anyone. You have called me beautiful, pretty, cute, weird, funny, but not once have you ever called me ugly. We hang out all of the time, and even if it was amazing and we bonded, I go home and just sit on my bed thinking about what I could have said to you, what I could have done for you to like me, and I just sit on my bed and hate myself. Sometimes I wish I had never met you, because I am heartbroken. I am in love with the thought of you, but you will NEVER love me. I think about you all of the time, but I never cross your mind. All I want is for you to feel the way I feel about you. When I see you with someone else, I wish I was them. I love you so much, but you will never love me, and that kills me. </3