Dear You,

There’s been a question burning in my mind for months now - one that I would really love to know the answer to.

Why didn’t you try for me?

When you called me and told me you wanted me back, my only condition was you show me you love me - show me that you actually care because at that time I could not see your love. I damn sure couldn’t feel it either. I could hear some words, but I couldn’t do anything with your empty words. I was so ready to take you back with open arms but…you did nothing. Not a damn thing. In the end I even handed you a chance on a silver platter - I told you I’ll give you one date and by the end of that date you’ll have had to have shown me in some way that you loved me. You didn’t even do that! I was in this spiral of complete spiritual devastation and all you had to do was kiss me and I would’ve been completely yours…but you, for all intents and purposes, ignored me for five months.

I don’t know…I’ve just wondered that for a long time. I don’t know what brought it back to mind, it’s irrelevant now, but I just want to know..

So much love,

Me