I never knew
What it would take to make my feelings true
But it's over now, and I won't think it through
And I put on a calm demeanor
Hiding the fact it's killing me inside

Excuses I make
To cover the fact that I still feel for you
That I gave in
And threw it away for you

Nobody looks the same anymore
The ones I lusted for don't compare
Changed cause I realize
That I only want you
But that dream won't come true

Imagining
A picture perfect fairy tale ending
But the happy ending escaped me
Left with the pain that became so true
Eating at me like a parasite

Now I'm gone
Left with only memories of you
Surrounding by the ones who help me through
I can't stand to left them see
What you did to me...