okay, i'm really stressed right now,
i'm from Scotland. I'm sixteen. Therefore, i get my
Standard Grade results tomorrow. I genuinely cannot deal with
this. The pressure to do well is too much. I'm not a
confident person, and I know when the envelope comes through the
door tomorrow morning, I will chicken out, and not open it for
hours. The same happened last year. I just really want good
results, and upset will be an understatement, if I don't get
these results. I've been crying on and off all day, because
all of my friends are the opposite to me. They don't seem to
be that bothered, they all think they've done okay, and then
there's me. I'm the type of person who won't do well
unless i try really hard, and i've been worrying about the
results since the day I finished my first exam. I know
there's nothing I can do now, the result isn't going to
change.
I guess I just didn't expect the 7th August to come round so
quickly.
These results determine whether i'm getting into a Higher
course, which basically means it's going to decide what sort
of job I get, if I get any.
I guess I just want good results, like anyone in the world.
I just felt I needed to write what was on my mind.