I wish you hadn't kiss me - when you walked me to the door. I wish
you hadn't held my hand - and made me want you more. I wish you
hadn't whispered - all those sweet things in my ear. I wish you
hadn't stroked my hair - or hugged me or held me near. I wish you
hadn't smiled - when I opened up my eyes. I wish your touch - had
not erased all your little lies. I wish there were no things -
reminding me of you. I wish memories - would not make me feel the
way they do. I wish I didn't know - that if you called I run right
over. I wish I could be strong and smart - and give you the cold
shoulder. I wish you would have treated me - like just another
girl. Then the nights I spent with you - would feel like they
really were. I wish I hadn't fallen hard - I knew you weren't for
real. But I just can't help the way - that being with you made me
feel. I wish I wouldn't wake up sad - and know I've dreamt of you.
I wish I could get through a day - and never think of you. I wish I
could forget - how you took away my fears. I wish I only thought of
- when you didn't wipe my tears. I wish that you had been the guy -
I hoped that you would be. I wish I could get over you - like you
got over me. I wish that I could see you - for the person that you
are. But the heart won't ever listen - or grant wishes on a star.
And I wish that all these wishes - were full of honesty. But truth
be told - I wish that you would just come back to me.
I do not take credit for this!! <3
~» Brooke Lauren </3