Make-up.
Chapter
fifteen.
"You almost done in
there?" I asked, knocking on the bathroom door. Ethan
chuckled, "I just got in!" He exclaimed. I giggled,
and walked into my closet, and picked out a fresh pair of
underwear, a bra, a nighttime outfit, and a pair of soft fuzzy
socks, and waited for Ethan to come out. A couple minutes
later, i stood up, and knocked on the door again.
"Etttthhan!" I whined. I heard the water shut off,
and him get out, then seconds later the door open. "Happy
now?" He asked, walking out with only a towel on. I
giggled, "Well it's about time.." I said, and
then glanced down at his abs. He dried his hair with one towel,
and covered his cleavlage with another towel. I giggled, and
walked over to him. He smiled, "What do you want?' he
asked. I giggled, and wrapped my arms around his neck, then
kissed him. He kissed back, but then pulled back. "What
was that for?" He asked. I shrugged, "Just because i
can." I said, and unwrapped my arms, and then walked into
the bathroom, closing it behind me, then started the shower,
stripped down and jumped in, starting my routine. Shampoo,
conditioner,shave,body wash, face wash. Done. After i was done,
i hoped out, and dried myself, then put on my underwear and
bra, then my Pajama's, then slipped on my fuzzy socks, and
dried my hair with a towel, then wrapped my hair up in a towel,
and walked out of the bathroom, and saw Ethan sitting on my
bed, on my computer. He smiled up at me, "Hey
beautiful." I rolled my eyes, and sat next to him.
"Waddup doe?" I joked back. He chuckled, and turned
his head towards the Mac. I tried to look at what he was doing,
but he kept moving, blocking the computer. I rolled my eyes,
and waited for him to move so i can see, but still nothing..
"Oooh!" He exclaimed, and jumped up, "I have to
pee." He said and ran towards the bathroom. I made sure he
was in there, before i quickly grabbed the computer and put it
on my lap. I glaced around, until my eyes stopped on the
messages he was just sending to Ali. I read them quietly
aloud.. "Hey cutie... Hey Ali... Hows the girlfriend...
She's good, why.... Just wondering, ever think about
getting back together!?!?" I exclaimed, getting louder as
i got madder. I heard him flush, and i quickly put the computer
back in its original spot, curious about what he was going to
say back. I pretended to be looking at my nails, as he came
back out and hopped back on the bed, putting the computer close
to him again so i couldn't see. I lay next to him, trying
to see what he had said back. "What are you doing?"
He asked. I coughed, fakely. "Um, nothing?" I said,
moving over. He sat up and looked at me, "Are you trying
to read my messages?" he asked. I bit my lip,
"Trying?" I mumbled. "Oh my god," He said,
"You don't trust me?" I rolled my eyes and sat
up, "I just wanted to see what you said to her!" He
looked at me funny, "Wait, you actually read them!?"
He exclaimed. I sighed, and nodded slowly. He threw the
computer at me, "Do you trust me now?" He asked. I
looked down at the message he sent back, and read it in my
mind, "No Ali... I love Lucy. I really do, and i want us
to work so can you please stop talkin to me." I sighed,
and looked up at him, "I'm sorry." I said
quietly. He sighed, and grabbed his bag, "I'll call
you tomorrow." He said, about to leave. "Wait,
you're leaving, why!?" I exclaimed. "I think its
better we'd have this night off from eachother", he
said and left my room. I frowned, and let a couple tears fall,
and then lay on my bed, staring at the ceiling thinking about
how stupid i was. I grabbed my phone and dialed Ethan's
number, only to go straight to voicemail. I groaned, and dialed
it five more times, before leaving an 'im sorry' voice
message, and then called two more times before giving up. I
threw my phone near my pillow, and then shut down my computer
and put it on my little love seat, then got into my bed, and
flipped through the channels and stopped at 'Secret Life of
American Teenager', and put the remote down, and watched it
until i drifted off to sleep..
The next morning i woke up to the cry of my baby brother. I
yawned, and looked at the clock, '10:34'. I groaned and
walked out my room and into my brothers room. I walked over to
his crib, and smiled down at him, "It's okay,
Ryan." I said, and picked him up, placing him on my hip,
and then walked into Joey's room checking if she was up or
still asleep. "Joey?" I whispered, poking my head in.
She was still sleeping, with my luck. I quietly closed her
door, and walked down the stairs and into the kitchen, and
placed Ryan in his high chair. "What do you want for
breakfast, Ryan?" I asked him as if he could answer back.
I chose for him anyways. I started to make pancakes.. When i
finished making them, i placed one on my plate, and chopped up
one and put it on Ryan's highchair, and then put one on a
plate, and wrapped it in foil for Joey to have when she woke
up.. I started thinking about how i was a good big sister, and
how of an even better mother i'd make. But then i stopped
thinking about that, i was only a Senior in highschool, i had
to go through college before any of that, and i'd have to
get married. That's how i wanted it. So i promised myself
i'd think about it after all of that, and see where
life's journey takes me.
Lucy's
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