So heres my story....
i met a boy at my school dance and immdiately we became bestfriends. we hung out all the time and he was just an important part of my life. but of course, i began to fall in love with him... and he began to fall in love with me. Then one day he slept over and we accidently kissed, and since then we were inseperable. We kissed all the time, then he finally asked me out which was the best thing that i thought could ever happen to me. Now i think of it as the biggest mistake of my life. I started to hear rumors and lies about him cheating on me and i was tired of it. my closest friends were telling me to end it so finally, i did. Now we cant even talk without arguing. but the problem is, i need my bestfriend back.  So a few days after we broke up, i had to go out with someone else. becasue i thought it would get my bestfriend off my head. and maybe it would help me move on. and it did. then that relationship ended, and im desperately in love with the other kid. But i still have feelings for my bestfriend. and my bestfriend has been devoted to me, he hasnt hung out with, or kissed, or dated any other girls. But i dont know what to do... i love both of them. but i know that i would choose the other kid over my bestfriend anyday or anyminute. i cant help myself.

someone leave me a comment. i really need someones opinion on this. Do i date my bestfriend again or the other kid? </3