more confessions because I feel like it okay coolio pineapples. 

confession 1-
I DON'T LIKE NUTELLA YOU CAN ALL HATE ON ME NOW BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE A F/CKING CHOCOLATE PEANUT BUTTER SH-T THING.

confession 2 -
Sometimes I click on the comments of argumentive quotes just to see how stupid/annoying/b*tchy/judgmental people have become on Witty. 

confession 3 -
it's getting harder & harder to hide my cuts but I can't stop. 


confession 4 -
I don't always think I'm ugly. Sometimes I'll actually think that I look pretty; But then "that voice" comes in and starts telling me what a conceited b*tch I am. 
So then I'm back to thinking I'm ugly. 
But I really don't understand how other people think I'm pretty...I mean..Just..My face...

confession 5 -
Even though people on here say that I can talk to them about anything I still feel like I'd annoy them or burden them with my problems. 
And then I say I feel so alone & that I have no one to talk to.
I'm very messed up if you haven't realized that yet. 

confession 6 -
I could have a perfect, happy day where nothing went wrong and still cry and get depressed at night. 
I don't know why. 

confession 7 -
When I'm home alone I like to blast my music really really loud and dance crazily around my house.
I also talk to my computer as if I was talking into a web cam. But I'm not because I don't have a web cam, I'm just pretending. 

confession 8 -
i'm very f-cked up. 

confession 9 -
I kind of want to leave witty but I'm horrible at letting things go..So I don't think I will be unless things get really, really bad. 

confession 10 -
it's starting to scare me how anti-social I am. Like, I say I miss my friends, but then when they call me I don't want to hang out with them. I don't want to go the the pool with them, I don't want to call them, I don't want to hang out with them. Actually I don't really want to have anything to do with people. They're too complicated. I'd rather be alone, all day everyday, well except for the "internet people." I like them. but that's it.
See why I scare myself? 

confession 11 -
I go off on long rampages about a lot of things. (ex; confessin 10 :/)

confession 12 -
I'm writing a book, but I honestly have no idea if it's good or not. I really really like the plot line though...Bascially, it's about a girl who lives in a world where everyone has to be perfect, but she's not, she's depressed & suicidal, but she's not allowed to talk about it.
And there's way way more, like her best friend being a complete b*tch & her crush and sh*t like that.
I really like it.
I might post it on witty, just the first chapter, to see if it's any good.
Sorry this is really long.

confession 13 -
These confessions are really really long. I'm sorry...
If you're still reading this I love you♥

confession 14- 
Just because I'm 12 doesn't mean I haven't been through a lot. It really annoys me when people say things like, "Oh I bet it was a bunch of 12 year olds who bullied that person," or "12 year olds don't know how to use the internet." 
Like come on, really? Do you need to do this? Stop judging us, please. 
This is more of a rant than a confession but idgaf. 

confession 15- 
I changed my tumblr from a happy/depressed blog to a full b&w/depressed one. 
It scares me how bad things are actually getting.
Like school hasn't even started yet & I'm already f-cking falling apart and making loads of depressed posts and I just don't know what to do anymore okay. 
Things are bad. 

confession 16-
it scares me so much how soon school is going to start.
I was looking at a calendar last night and i have like 4 more weeks, two of which I'm in a day camp & one of which I'm on vacation; the other I think I'm going to be at my grandparents house.
So basically I have no more summer.
I haven't even really done anything :3

confession 17-
I have to leave now. (stupid parents :P)
SO yeah no one read this but whatever goodnight witty.



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