He's amazing<3 he told me that he knows my witty username, and he has a witty..at first i was worried, but then i relized, i need to let people into my life. i cant stay a turtle forever, at one point, i need to let my feelings out..well..heres my fealings..
i miss him. i miss him like a person in prisin missed the real world. i miss him like a person in rehab misses their drugs, like a nerd in the summer misses numbers, like a boy misses his x-box when its broken. i need him. i need him like you need a pair of pants when your not a home, i need him like he needs his knife ;] like a fridge needs food, like a love movie needs a lonley girl to watch it. and all i want in this world is for him to be here.. just one more time i want to see his face... to look into his eyes and think "wow.. he has beauitful eyes" and i want just one more time, to look at him and know he is mine, and i am his, and i want one more time to see him and be all flustered, and confused because of his lovley voice, one more time, to feel his body against mine, to feel his lips on mine, to feel my hand within his. i want to hear his voice.. and i love the way it feels in my ears. i feel so lost without him. and when i finally do hear his voice on the phone, all i can do is smile..he makes me feel so happy<3 so, if you really do have my username..if you are looking at this.. i want you to know, i cant wait to see you, and i will wear my new dress to see you, becuase it is a special occision. <3 i miss you babe, and you make my day every time you open your mouth. one day ill see you again. and when that happens, im not letting you go for a lonnng time.<3 see you soon babe