My step-sister is perfect.
She never used to be.
She's insanely gorgeous,
She's an amazing singer,
Has guys falling for her left and right,
She has the sweetest boyfriend in the entire world,
She stays up late and skypes with her friends every night,
Everyone wants her to come to their parties,
I hate when I'm around her,
She makes me feel so ugly and worthless,
And she always pushes me to the side and finds something more
important to focus on,
She is everything I want to be,
I really wish I was her,
or I wish I just wasn't so self concious around her,
And she's totally clueless of how lucky she is,
And she always complains about her life,
And it makes me so mad.
And what annoys me the most,
is that I've known her for over 4 years now,
and we've been sharing a room,
and she still isn't paying attention to me...
I'm freaking bawling my eyes out right now,
while she's on skype with her guy friend.
I miss our old relationship, where she actually cared about
me,
even though I'm always there for her to listen to her vent.
She doesn't do the same...
I just want a friend right now...
its_okay_not_to_be_okay · 1 decade ago
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I completely understand where you're coming from. My sister is perfect. She's 10x prettier than me, she can sing, and she has hot guys that love her and the prettiest friends too.
What you need to find is something you love about yourself that sets you apart. I personally like drawing and writing, and I think I'm really good at those, and I try to focus on those qualities.
Tell your sister how you feel. I would honestly tell her, "We used to be so close but now you're so caught up in yourself that you don't even pay attention to how I'm feeling.
If you ever need to talk, comment on my profile. (: